Today Its Personal

Hello Everyone...today is mother's day and the father of my child did not have the decency to wish me a Happy Mother's Day..how low is that? I can understand any negative feelings he may have toward me but why is it so hard for him to understand that our relationship has nothing to do with our son. Regardless of your feelings toward me, don't make my son pay for it because he does not deserve to be treated that way. My son is more than 300 dollars a week. He didn't ask for us to be his parents but it is what it is. I try not to point the finger at the man but they make it impossible for me not to. What is it about being a father to your child that terrifies them to the point where they just decide that they will not be the father that they are supposed to be? That is another thing that pisses me off...why do they get options...to be a father or not? I am and will always be a mother whether I want the responsibility or not. There is no way I can look at my son and make the sane decision that I don't want to be his mother and just throw my hands up. That is incredibly ridiculous. Women we have to demand more than just financial support for our growing men. They need so much more than that.  I am so pissed off right now that I am going to stop writing before I start rambling.................I definitely need to do some serious talking to my Lord because I just wished death on my son's father. So until we meet again, keep praying, stay encouraged, and keep it moving..................